Letters from Quotidia 2024 Episode 12

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Welcome to Letters from Quotidia, 2024 Episode 12, the October edition. Quotidia, is that space, that place, where ordinary people lead ordinary lives. But where, from time to time, they encounter the extraordinary.

One of the sites I visit regularly is Poem a Day. It has supplied several examples of verse that have appeared in the Letters over the past four years. Recently I came across Midmorning (Vormittag in the original German) by Selma Meerbaum-Eisinger translated from the German by Carlie Hoffman. Eisinger was a Jewish, German-language poet from Bukovina. Born on February 5, 1924, in Chernivtsi, Ukraine, she was a Jewish poet and translator.

On December 16, 1942, at the age of eighteen, she died of typhus while incarcerated in a Nazi SS forced-labour camp. Before her deportation, Meerbaum-Eisinger gave her poetry manuscript to a close friend, in hopes that it would be safe. The handbound, handwritten manuscript contains fifty-seven poems, fifty-two originals, and five poems that she translated from other languages. Midmorning was written on January 8, 1941, nine months before her family’s forced relocation.

According to translator Carlie Hoffman, the fact that the manuscript survived is astonishing, as there were several close calls wherein-Blütenlese-would-have-been-lost-forever. The younger cousin of Paul Celan, her poem, Midmorning, speaks of the passions contained in the teenage heart and it reminds me of another precocious talent of that time who also perished from typhus in a Nazi death camp- Anne Frank. Here is Midmorning: Wind, dreamy notes, sings/its lullaby, gently touching the leaves./I let myself be, seduced, immersed/in song like grass.//Air shivers/and cools my fevered face/wrapped in desire./Clouds drift by, scatter white,/sun-stolen light.//The old acacia/leaves silence/a trembling tangle of leaves./The scents of the earth rise, climb/and then fall back to me.//

One of countless lives sacrificed on the obscene altar of sectarian hatred, it is to humanity’s enduring shame that the obscene altar continues to extinguish so many lives as I speak. Selma’s famous cousin, Paul Celan, survived the Holocaust and his great poem TodesfugeThe Fugue of Death I have spoken about in one of my earlier Letters from Quotidia– episode 44 published on 25th March 2021. I first read this poem as a 23-year-old teacher, and it has stayed with me as one of my literary touchstones. It was the inspiration for a song, Paul, which I wrote at age 29 commemorating his life and death by drowning in the River Seine. I recorded the song, during long service leave in 2000. I reprise it here. [insert song]

Time for an October poem and an October song. Dylan Thomas was born on the 27th of October 1914. He was a Welsh poet and writer whose works include the poems Do not go gentle into that good night and And death shall have no dominion, He became widely popular in his lifetime; and remained so after his death at the age of 39 in New York City. By then, he had acquired a reputation, which he had encouraged, as a roistering, drunken and doomed poet. Doomed or not, he wrote some of the more memorable poetry of the 20th Century. As a fellow Celt, I feel an affinity to his work. Here are a few lines from Poem in October,

It was my thirtieth year to heaven/Woke to my hearing from harbour and neighbour wood/ And the mussel pooled and the heron/Priested shore…/ My birthday began with the water-/Birds and the birds of the winged trees flying my name/Above the farms and the white horses/And I rose/In rainy autumn/And walked abroad in a shower of all my days…/all the gardens/Of spring and summer were blooming in the tall tales/Beyond the border and under the lark full cloud…/ And I saw in the turning so clearly a child’s/Forgotten mornings when he walked with his mother/Through the parables/Of sun light/And the legends of the green chapels/And the twice told fields of infancy/That his tears burned my cheeks and his heart moved in mine./ And there could I marvel my birthday/Away…/It was my thirtieth/ Year to heaven stood there then in the summer noon/Though the town below lay leaved with October blood./O may my heart’s truth/Still be sung/On this high hill in a year’s turning.//

The Clancy Brothers Songbook was my first primer when I was learning the guitar in my mid-teens. One of my favourite songs from this source was The Castle of Dromore. From the site irishpage.com I learned the following, The words of the song were written by Sir Harold Boulton to a traditional tune, My Wife is Sick, lulling a child to sleep with a prayer for safety against the wild weather and “Clan Eoin’s wild Banshee.” There are at least four castles named Castle of Dromore or Dromore Castle in the counties Down, Kerry, Limerick and Tyrone. Without solid proof Dromore Castle, in County Tyrone is taking the lead. Clan Owen in the second verse once possessed the counties Tyrone and Derry and parts of County Donegal. The banshee in verse two points towards a fairy-like woman originating from or serving Clan Owen (perhaps as some sort of clan ghost). Well, October is the spooky month as the first line of the song intimates- [insert song]

November beckons, so remember, for many of you residing in the Northern Hemisphere if there’s ice in November that will bear a duck, there’ll be nothing after but sludge and muck. Nice here in Quotidia, though, as summer cometh in!

                                   Paul (lyrics and music by Quentin Bega)

The forest gave to you a necklace of hands

The aspen tree reminds you of your mother’s hair

Now you are young as a bird dropped dead in March snow

Your poetry sings out like a phoenix from the flare

And I want to know if I can save my soul

Or if I’m losing losing all control

Losing losing all control

Losing losing all control

You drank the black milk and tasted ashes on your tongue

You played with serpents and you heard the fugue of death

You said the night needs no stars mouths full of silence

You sank as fish watched rising the spheres of your last breath

And I want to know if I can save my soul

Or if I’m losing losing all control

Losing losing all control

Losing losing all control

How many people have been covered by the night

Eyes burned out in the cradle by a hell-black sun

Yes I have been a blind guest those words you uttered

Let there be light an order this century undone

And I want to know if I can save my soul

Or if I’m losing losing all control

Losing losing all control

I said losing losing all control

Yes I am losing control

Lose..

The Castle of Dromore   (trad Irish tune words Sir Harold Boulton)

The October winds lament around
The castle of Dromore
Yet peace lies in her lofty halls,
My loving treasure store
Though Autumn leaves may droop and die
A bud of Spring are you


Sing hush-a-bye, loo, low, loo, low, lan,
Hush-a-bye, loo, low, loo

Dread spirit of the Blackwater,
Clan Owen’s wild banshee
Bring no ill wind to hinder us,
My helpless babe and me
And Holy Mary pityin’ us
To Heaven for grace doth sue


Sing hush-a-bye, loo, low, loo, low, lan,
Hush-a-bye, loo, low, loo

Take time to thrive my ray of hope
In the gardens of Dromore
Take heed young eaglet till thy wings
Are feathered fit to soar
A little rest and then the world
Is full of work to do

Sing hush-a-bye, loo, low, loo, low, lan,
Hush-a-bye, loo, low, loo
Sing hush-a-bye, loo, low, loo, low, lan,
Hush-a-bye, loo, low, loo

Credits: All written text, song lyrics and music (including background music) written and composed by Quentin Bega unless otherwise specified in the credits section after individual posts. Illustrative excerpts from other texts identified clearly within each podcast. I donate to and use Wikipedia frequently as one of the saner sources of information on the web.

Technical Stuff: Microphone-songs Shure SM58; (for the podcast spoken content) Audio Technica AT 2020 front-facing with pop filter); Apogee 76K also used for songs and spoken text. For recording and mixing down: 64-bit N-Track Studio 10 Extended used; Rubix 22 also used for mixing of microphone(s) and instruments. I use the Band in a Box/RealBand 2023 combo for music composition.

Letters from Quotidia 2024 Episode 11

Quentin Bega
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Welcome to Letters from Quotidia, 2024 Episode 11, the second of the September editions. Quotidia, is that space, that place, where ordinary people lead ordinary lives. But where, from time to time, they encounter the extraordinary.

The second edition is of course the blue moon edition so without any more ado let’s hear what Pauline Morris on the site oldtimemusic.com has this to say about Billie Holliday’s version of the song It is a timeless jazz standard that was first introduced to the world by Billie Holiday in 1935. Written by Richard Rodgers and Lorenz Hart, this heartfelt ballad has captured the hearts of millions with its melancholic lyrics and haunting melody.

Frank and Elvis and Dean, among many others have covered this song but for me, Billie Holliday’s version strikes deepest. The power and passion of her voice were evident to me as a teenager when I remember hearing for the first time her aching lament for victims of lynchings in the American South, Strange Fruit. According to Wikipedia, one version of events claims that Barney Josephson, the founder of Café Society in Greenwich Village, New York’s first integrated nightclub, heard the song and introduced it to Billie Holiday. Holiday first performed the song at Café Society in 1939. She said that singing it made her fearful of retaliation but, because its imagery reminded her of her father, she continued to sing the piece, making it a regular part of her live performances. Because of the power of the song, Josephson drew up some rules: Holiday would close with it; the waiters would stop all service in advance; the room would be in darkness except for a spotlight on Holiday’s face; and there would be no encore. During the musical introduction to the song, Holiday stood with her eyes closed, as if she were evoking a prayer.  

But that is by way of being a respectful aside. The chord sequence for Blue Moon is one I learned when first I picked up a guitar in my mid-teens. It is known as the doo- wop progression and Blue Moon is the first popular song to utilise it according to some sources. Here are a couple of poems about the moon to prepare the stage. First, Moonset by Carl Sandburg, an American poet I have quoted several times before in the Letters, Leaves of poplars pick Japanese prints against the west./Moon sand on the canal doubles the changing pictures./The moon’s good-by ends pictures./The west is empty. All else is empty. No moon-talk now./  Second, Autumn by T. E. Hulme, killed in west Flanders on 28 September, 1917 A touch of cold in the Autumn night-/I walk abroad,/And saw the ruddy moon lean over a hedge/Like a red-faced farmer./I did not stop to speak, but nodded,/And round about were the wistful stars/With white faces like town children.// [insert song]

Looking for a September song, I glanced at Sinatra’s September of my Years but quickly moved on as this is a song for a middle-aged male. So, wistfully, I continued my search. And I’m glad I did for I found a song that referenced the penultimate month that is more suited to one in his 75th year! Written by Irish poet Patrick Kavanagh, I was struck by the serendipity of happening, also, upon a poem by him featuring this month in its title and I’m going to recite it now.

Its title: On an apple-ripe September morning, On an apple-ripe September morning/Through the mist-chill fields I went/With a pitch-fork on my shoulder/Less for use than for devilment.//The threshing mill was set-up, I knew,/In Cassidy’s haggard last night,/And we owed them a day at the threshing/Since last year. O it was delight//To be paying bills of laughter/And chaffy gossip in kind/With work thrown in to ballast/The fantasy-soaring mind.//As I crossed the wooden bridge I wondered/As I looked into the drain/If ever a summer morning should find me/Shovelling up eels again.//And I thought of the wasps’ nest in the bank/And how I got chased one day/Leaving the drag and the scraw-knife behind,/How I covered my face with hay.//The wet leaves of the-cocksfoot/Polished my boots as I/Went round by the glistening bog-holes/Lost in unthinking joy.//I’ll be carrying bags to-day, I mused,/The best job at-the-mill/With-plenty-of-time-to-talk-of-our-loves/As we wait for the bags to fill.//Maybe Mary might call round…/And then I came to the haggard gate,/And I knew as I entered that I had come/Through fields that were part of no earthly estate.//

From Hesiod to John Clare through to Robert Frost and Seamus Heaney the themes found in nature are endlessly fortifying to the human spirit. But even great poets are subject to the fickle whims of romantic yearning. Kavanagh courted a dark-haired medical student, Hilda Moriarty, who was as dismissive of his poetry as of his advances:   Can you not, then, write about anything other than stony grey soil and bogs, Paddy?” Kavanagh replied, “I will immortalise you in poetry, Hilda. And he did. On Raglan Road is one of the greatest love songs. Kavanagh gave it to Luke Kelly of the Dubliners in a pub called Baileys. Released as the B side of a single in 1971, It’s been recorded by a rollcall of singers ever since and it is a fitting song to end this second September Letter. [insert song]

October beckons now, and it is an ambivalent month: The end of summer is not the end of the world. Here’s to October, says A.A. Milne, author of that children’s classic Winnie the Pooh. October was always the least dependable of months- full of ghosts and shadows, opines Joy Fielding, Canadian novelist. So, take care!

Blue Moon (Richard Rodgers and Lorenz Hart)

      C   Am F

Blue moon,

              G7    C  Am F

You saw me standing alone.

           G7          C  Am F

Without a dream in my heart,

           G7        C Am F G7

Without a love of my own.

      C Am F

Blue moon,

               G7         C     Am F

You knew just what I was there for,

             G7       C      Am F

You heard me saying a prayer for,

            G7      C F C C7

Someone I really care for.

                 Dm        G7       C       Am

And then there suddenly appeared before me.

         Dm                  G7   C

The only one my heart could ever hold.

            C6              Bm7        Em

I heard somebody whisper, please adore me.

             C                   D7        G  G7

And when I looked, the moon had turned to gold.

      C   Am F

[Blue moon,

             G7    C   Am F

Now I’m no longer alone.

            G7          C Am F

Without a dream in my heart,

          G7          C F C C7

Without a love of my own.] final verse in brackets; outro Gm- C “Blue Moon”

                 Dm        G7       C       Am

And then there suddenly appeared before me.

         Dm                  G7   C

The only one my heart could ever hold.

            C6              Bm7        Em

I heard somebody whisper, please adore me.

             C                   D7        G  G7

And when I looked, the moon had turned to gold.

      C   Am F

Blue moon,

              G7    C  Am F

Now I’m no longer alone.

           G7          C  Am F

Without a dream in my heart,

           G7        C F C

Without a love of my own.

Gm                C

Blue………….Moon

On Raglan Road (lyrics Patrick Kavanagh; music trad Dawning of the Day)

D                         G

On Raglan Road, on an autumn day,

  D       G         D

I saw her first and knew

     G                    D

That her dark hair, would weave a snare,

             Bm      A

that I might one day rue

  G               D

I saw the danger, and I passed,

            Bm      A

along the enchanted way,

      D                             G

and I said: ‘Let grief, be a fallen leaf

       D       G      D

at the dawning of the day’

   D                       G

On Grafton Street, in November,

           D        G        D

we tripped lightly along the ledge

     G                  D

Of a deep ravine, where can be seen,

             Bm        A

the worth of passion’s pledge

    G                      D

The Queen of Hearts, still making tarts,

          Bm     A

and I not making hay

      D

Oh, I loved too much and by such,

   G        D         G       D

by such, is happiness thrown away

  D                     G

I gave her gifts of the mind,

  D            G      D

I gave her the secret signs.

       G                     D

That’s known to the artists, who have known,

                 Bm        A

the true gods of sound and stone

    G                  D

And word and tint, without stint,

           Bm       A

I gave her poems to say

         D                                G

With her own name there, and her own dark hair,

     D           G         D

like clouds over fields of May

     D                              G

On a quiet street, where old ghosts meet,

  D       G       D

I see her walking now.

 G              D

Away from me so hurriedly,

          Bm     A

my reason must allow

     G                D

That I had loved, not as I should,

           Bm      A

a creature made of clay

         D

When the angel woos, the clay

     G         D            G       D

he’d lose, his wings at the dawn of day

Credits: All written text, song lyrics andmusic (including background music) written and composed by Quentin Bega unless otherwise specified in the credits section after individual posts. Illustrative excerpts from other texts identified clearly within each podcast. I donate to and use Wikipedia frequently as one of the saner sources of information on the web.

Technical Stuff: Microphone-songs Shure SM58; (for the podcast spoken content) Audio Technica AT 2020 front-facing with pop filter); Apogee 76K also used for songs and spoken text. For recording and mixing down: 64-bit N-Track Studio 10 Extended used; Rubix 22 also used for mixing of microphone(s) and instruments. I use the Band in a Box/RealBand 2023 combo for music composition.

Letters from Quotidia 2024 Episode 10

Quentin Bega
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  Welcome to Letters from Quotidia, 2024 Episode 10, the first of the September editions. Quotidia, is that space, that place, where ordinary people lead ordinary lives. But where, from time to time, they encounter the extraordinary. The next blue moon- (here I’m using the definition of two full moons appearing in the same calendar month) will not occur until December 31st, 2028. Instead, here in September 2024, we’ll have to make do with two Letters from Quoitidia, separated by four weeks, appearing within the same calendar month.

You don’t need to be Colombo or Sherlock to predict that the theme of love may well occur associated with moon-based songs. So, now to my first song: the theme of love is here likened to a humble stage- set with a paper moon, cardboard sea, canvas sky, muslin tree where the music of a penny arcade echoes through a phony Barnum and Bailey world. Briget Payne on the site oldtimemusic.com has this to say about the song Paper Moon It has become an iconic jazz standard, popularised by the legendary American singer Ella Fitzgerald. Released in 1945, it was originally composed by Harold Arlen, with lyrics by E.Y. Harburg and Billy Rose. This beloved song has resonated with audiences for decades.

Indeed! I think too of Prospero’s speech in Act IV scene 1 of The Tempest: Our revels now are ended./ These our actors,/As I foretold you, were all spirits and/Are melted into air, into thin air./And like the baseless fabric of this vision,/The cloud-capped towers, the gorgeous palaces,/The solemn temples, the great globe itself,/Yea all which it inherit, shall dissolve,/And like this insubstantial pageant faded,/Leave not a rack behind./ We are such stuff/As dreams are made on,// The creative human mind is phenomenal; the human brain, too.

Will Sullivan in the Smithsonian Magazine wrote Researchers have made a digital map showing a tiny chunk of a human brain…based on a brain tissue sample…the map represents a cubic millimetre…an area about half the size of a grain of rice. But even that tiny segment is overflowing with 1.4 million gigabytes of information- containing about 57,000 cells, 230 millimetres of blood vessels and 150 million synapses, the connections between neurons. So then, what would mapping just one human brain cost? Someone calculated that to be $50 billion, the computing hardware covering 140 acres.

All that for something eight billion people carry around on top of their shoulders! And yet, there is a present scientific conceit gaining ground that we are living in a vast simulation. Our seemingly authentic lives governed by our own free will- just a façade as flimsy as the setting of the song. Seems to me that such an alien technology just might as well be called God and be done with it! But I’ll leave such arguments to bulgier brains than the one I possess and just give my version of the song. [insert song]

How are you off for friends? Are any of them of the bought or fair-weather variety? And how confident are you that any one of them, following the prescription found in John 15:13, would lay down his or her life for you? If you answer “lots” then I imagine that you have a pretty good collection of hens’ teeth, too! There are hundreds and thousands of inspirational and uplifting poems and aphorisms about friendship. But I’m not going to quote any of those here. I’m sure, like me, you have plenty of fridge magnets and wall hangings to supply such sentiments.

Instead, I turn to Robert Frost whose clear-eyed and sardonic view of life and death I have referenced in previous letters. In his poem Provide Provide, he advocates even bought friendships at the end rather than being left with none. The witch that came (the withered hag)/To wash the steps with pail and rag,/Was once the beauty Abishag,//The picture pride of Hollywood./Too many fall from great and good/For you to doubt the likelihood.//Die early and avoid the fate./Or if predestined to die late,/Make up your mind to die in state.//Make the whole stock exchange your own!/If need be occupy a throne,/Where nobody can call you crone.//Some have relied on what they knew;/Others on simply being true./What worked for them might work for you.//No memory of having starred/Atones for later disregard,/Or keeps the end from being hard.//Better to go down dignified/With boughten friendship at your side/Than none at all. Provide, provide!//

In 1923, as the roaring twenties were in full swing and fortunes were being made by bootleggers during the Prohibition era, pianist Jimmy Cox wrote what was to become the blues standard, Nobody Knows You When You’re Down and Out. And in September 1929, just before the Wall Street Crash ushered in the Great Depression, Bessie Smith recorded this great song setting the standard for all subsequent covers. Query: Will he or won’t he? More rhetorical than interrogatory, that question- of course I will! Great songs exist for the modest talents among us as well as the icons. [insert song]

The next post will be standing in for the blue moon which won’t appear this month. You’ll hear a well-known song about this cool-colour lunar phenomenon as well as a seasonal song. Let’s conclude with this from Stephen King: But when fall comes, kicking summer out on its treacherous ass as it always does one day sometime after the midpoint of September, it stays awhile like an old friend that you have missed. If that’s too astringent how about Voltaire, Wine is the divine juice of September?

It’s Only a Paper Moon  (Music, Harold Arlen; lyrics E.Y. Harburg and Billy Rose)

Bb       Dm7    Cm7   F7

Say it’s only a paper moon

D#             Bb

Sailing over a cardboard sea

Bb                 D#

But it wouldn’t be make-believe

   Cm7 F7          Bb

If you believed in me

Bb        Dm7    Cm7    F7

Yes, it’s only a canvas sky

D#             Bb

Hanging over a muslin tree

Bb                 D#

But it wouldn’t be make-believe

   Cm7 F7          Bb

If you believed in me

    Cm7 C#m7 Dm7

Without your love

       D#    Dm7    Bb

It’s a honky-tonk parade

   Cm7  C#m7 Dm7

Without your love

       D#                 D#m7

It’s a melody played in a penny arcade

Bb     Dm7        Cm7    F7

It’s a barnum and bailey world

D#               Bb

Just as phony as it can be

Bb                 D#

But it wouldn’t be make-believe

   Cm7 F7         Bb

If you believed in me

Nobody Loves You When You’re Down and Out

[Verse]

C                E7        A           A7

Once I lived the life of a millionaire

Dm            A7            Dm

 Spent all my money, didn’t have any cares

F            F#dim7            C           A7

 Took all my friends out for a mighty good time

D7                        G7

 We bought bootleg liquor, champagne and wine

C         E7     A       A7

 Then I began to fall so low

Dm           A7               Dm

 Lost all my good friends, had nowhere to go

F         F#dim7     C       A7

 I Get my Hands on a Dollar Again

D7                             G7

 I’ll hang on to it, till that old eagle grins because …

[Chorus]

C  E7   A       A7

 Nobody knows you

Dm           A7       Dm

 When you’re down and out

F        F#dim7  C       A7

 In your pocket, not one penny

D7                       G7

 And as for friends, you don’t have any

C             E7           A          A7

 When you get back on your feet again

Dm         A7               Dm

 Everybody Wants to Be your Long Lost Friend

F            F#dim7      C       A7

 I said it’s strange without any doubt

D7                            G7

 Nobody knows you when you’re down and out

[Solo]

[Chorus]

     C  E7   A       A7

Lord, Nobody knows you

Dm           A7       Dm

 When you’re down and out

F        F#dim7  C       A7

 In your pocket, not one penny

D7                       G7

 And as for friends, you don’t have any

C             E7           A          A7

 When you get back on your feet again

Dm         A7               Dm

 Everybody wants to be your long lost friend

F            F#dim7      C       A7

 I said it’s strange without any doubt

[Coda]

D7

 Nobody knows you (nobody knows you)

F

 Nobody knows you (nobody knows you)

D7     G7      N.C.

Nobody knows you

                         B9 C9

When you’re down and out

Credits: All written text, song lyrics and music (including background music) written and composed by Quentin Bega unless otherwise specified in the credits section after individual posts. Illustrative excerpts from other texts identified clearly within each podcast. I donate to and use Wikipedia frequently as one of the saner sources of information on the web.

Technical Stuff: Microphone-songs Shure SM58; (for the podcast spoken content) Audio Technica AT 2020 front-facing with pop filter); Apogee 76K also used for songs and spoken text. For recording and mixing down: 64-bit N-Track Studio 10 Extended used; Rubix 22 also used for mixing of microphone(s) and instruments. I use the Band in a Box/RealBand 2023 combo for music composition.

Letters from Quotidia 2024 Episode 9

Welcome to Letters from Quotidia, 2024 Episode 9, the August edition. Quotidia, no matter the season, no matter the hemisphere, is that space, that place, where ordinary people lead ordinary lives. But where, from time to time, they encounter the extraordinary.

For my first song, it doesn’t matter much the season or the hemisphere because it’s indoors at a nightclub where a bossa band is playing for a clientele who prefer to shun the outdoors and healthful activities for a gloomy interior redolent of strangely smelling smoke as bar staff pour drinks from unlabelled bottles taken from under the counter. Ah well, to each their own!

Several months ago, in Episode 3, I referred to the poem Sport by Langston Hughes. Here it is again to set the stage, Life/For him/Must be/The shivering of/A great drum/Beaten with swift sticks/Then at the closing hour/The lights go out/And there is no music at all/ And death becomes/An empty cabaret/And eternity an unblown saxophone/And yesterday a glass of gin/Drunk long/Ago. Something in the poem piqued my interest- did I identify with the ageing Sport of the poem? Perhaps.

The worldwide 1965 hit The Girl from Ipanema introduced the cool, sophistication of Bossa Nova to a wide audience. Inspired by a 17-year-old girl, Heloisa Pinheiro, who walked past a particular bar every day on her way to the beach. The writer of the original, Portuguese lyrics, Vinicius de Moraes, who was seated in that bar with his friend, the musician Antonio Carlos Jobim wrote later, she was “the paradigm of the young Carioca- a golden teenage girl, a mixture of flower and mermaid, full of light and grace, the sight of whom is also sad, in that she carries with her, on her route to the sea, the feeling of youth that fades, of the beauty that is not ours alone—it is a gift of life in its beautiful and melancholic constant ebb and flow.” What a lovely recollection!

Something about Langston Hughes’ Sport made me think of an old guy, an habitué of the club, dancing with a pretend partner as the last number of the night is played by the band and the bouncers move in to move him along. Here now, is Just Call Me Sport, my Bossa tribute to the Langston Hughes poem, [insert song]

The next song is, arguably, the most overplayed, over sung, over loved and over hated of any Irish ballad. Its antecedents are not entirely Irish- I have even read somewhere that it has Korean origins- but let’s not go down that particular rabbit hole.  I speak, of course, of Danny Boy and I’m sure a lot of you knew that before I named the culprit!

Jane Ross, a member of the Anglo-Irish ascendency, born in Limavady, County Derry in 1810, was a music collector and in 1853 she sent, among other songs, The Londonderry Air to George Petrie of Dublin, a bit of a polymath, who published it with other songs in 1855 as Ancient music of Ireland. From that time its popularity as a piece of music has been undimmed: the subject of many arrangements in many places.

But it wasn’t until 1913 that it reached its apotheosis when English barrister, Frederic Edward Weatherly, KC wrote the words that are still sung today. And it wasn’t a one-off- it is estimated that he wrote the lyrics to some 3,000 songs, including that World War I favourite, Roses of Picardy. This song, with music composed by Haydn Wood, became so popular in Britain and with soldiers on the Western Front that the sheet music earned Wood today’s equivalent of more than a million dollars!

That Danny Boy has been co-opted by Irish nationalists as a rebel song is an historical irony worthy of note! And as to the melody’s originator? Well, we just don’t know who that is or what thoughts may have underpinned its composition. We just know that Jane Ross heard an itinerant fiddler playing outside her house in Limavady and asked if she might notate the tune.

The rest is history. The song is popular at funerals and memorial services. Although, not at Catholic requiem Masses where it is banned as secular and sacrilegious- another irony, perhaps? Opera star Renee Fleming sang it at Washington National Cathedral in 2018 during the memorial for US Senator and war hero John McCain. It was at his request- in acknowledgement of his Irish ancestry.

So, under such a weight of contested history, opprobrium, and adulation, why would I choose to cover it? Because- in spite of all the reasons I should avoid it, not least being my questionable vocal adequacy for the task, the song has power. There is a magic that happens when the right words meet the right melody, as was the case with Danny Boy.

Every listener has the right to read into the song what he or she wishes and for me the themes of longing, love and land resonate strongly within the song. I use an arrangement for my version which I found on the site Ultimate Guitar, and I thank the anonymous contributor from the Netherlands for the wonderful chord sequence that I have used for this great song. [insert song]

In September there will be no blue moon, instead (poor substitute though it may be) there will be two podcasts separated by four weeks within that month! So, until then, may I leave you with the well-worn quotation from the King James’ Version of John chapter 15 verse 13- Greater love hath no man that this, that a man lay down his life for his friends. Volumes have been written about these words, but I believe it can stretch to encompass acts as non-life-threatening as being kind, taking time to say hello or sharing a smile to brighten another’s day.

Just Call Me Sport (words and music Quentin Bega)

O baby baby just call me Sport

Listen to that bossa band playing for us both

Before we dance let’s share a glass or two

Then spin around the floor just like lovers do

And if they say what fools we be

Don’t get flustered just follow my lead

Take my hand and sway and softly sing

We’re just having fun we’re just doin’ our thing

 And if anyone happens to object

Just shine them on- they won’t have any effect

And so it goes but as I know

This is just a dream I’m having as I’m sent

Away Sport time you’re on your way

We’ll see you again tomorrow the doormen say

So take my hand and sway and softly sing

We’re just having fun we’re just doin’ our thing

 And if anyone happens to object

Just shine them on- they won’t have any effect

And so it goes but as I know

This is just a dream I’m having as I’m sent

Away Sport time you’re on your way

We’ll see you again tomorrow-maybe- the doormen say

Danny Boy (lyrics Fredrick Weatherly, music trad Irish)

         C Cmaj7     C7                   F        Fm

Oh Danny boy,    the pipes, the pipes are calling

             C         Am               D7   G

From glen to glen and down the mountain side

             C Cmaj7  C7            F     Fm

The summer’s gone and all the roses falling

               C   Am      Dm     G      C

‘Tis you, ’tis you    must go and I must bide

G   Am   G/B  C         F               C

But come ye   back when summer’s in the meadow

G  Am   G/B  Am      F          C          D7   G

Or when the valley’s hushed and white with snow

            C C/E   F        D/F#   C  Em/B Am Am7/G Fm

And I’ll be here in sunshine or in sha-     dow

         C       Am    Dm    G        C      G7/B

Oh Danny boy, oh Danny boy I love you so

          C Cmaj7  C7            F     Fm

But if he come and all the roses dying

         C G/B    Am     Am/G     D/F#    G

And I am dead, as dead I well may be

                C Cmaj7  C7               F     Fm

You’ll come and find the place where I am lying

              C  Am    F   G         C

And kneel and say   an Ave there for me

G  Am G/B   C            F               C

And I shall feel, though soft you tread above me

G   Am   G/B Am Am/G   F       C/E       D/F#   G

And then my grave will richer, sweeter be

G   Am7 G/B  C    C/E F       D/F#     C   Em/B  Am  Am7/G  Ab7

For you will bend and tell me that you lo- ve    me

            C       Am      Dm      G       C   G7

And I shall rest in peace until you come to me

            C       Am7     Dm7     G11     C/G

And I shall rest in peace until you come to me

Credits: All written text, song lyrics and music (including background music) written and composed by Quentin Bega unless otherwise specified in the credits section after individual posts. Illustrative excerpts from other texts identified clearly within each podcast. I donate to and use Wikipedia frequently as one of the saner sources of information on the web.

Technical Stuff: Microphone-songs Shure SM58; (for the podcast spoken content) Audio Technica AT 2020 front-facing with pop filter); Apogee 76K also used for songs and spoken text. For recording and mixing down: 64-bit N-Track Studio 10 Extended used; Rubix 22 also used for mixing of microphone(s) and instruments. I use the Band in a Box/RealBand 2023 combo for music composition.

Letters from Quotidia 2024 Episode 8

Welcome to Letters from Quotidia, 2024 Episode 8, the July edition. Quotidia, for those who may not know it, is that space, that place, where ordinary people lead ordinary lives. But where, from time to time, they encounter the extraordinary. The tides and currents of the sea wash through this post and it is fitting that we begin with a poem to set the scene,

The sea is calm tonight./The tide is full, the moon lies fair/Upon the straits; on the French coast, the light/Gleams-and-is-gone;-the-cliffs-of-England-stand,/Glimmering and vast, out in the tranquil bay./Come to the window, sweet is the night-air!/Only, from the long line of spray/Where the sea meets the moon-blanched land,//Listen! you hear the grating roar/Of pebbles which the waves draw back, and fling,/At their return, up the high strand,/Begin, and cease, and then again begin,/With tremulous cadence slow, and bring/The eternal note of sadness in.//Sophocles long ago/Heard it on the Aegean, and it brought/Into his mind the turbid ebb and flow/Of human misery; we/Find also in the sound a thought,/Hearing it by this distant northern sea.//The Sea of Faith/Was once, too, at the full, and round earth’s shore/Lay like the folds of a bright girdle furled./But now I only hear/Its melancholy, long, withdrawing roar,/Retreating, to the breath/Of the night-wind,-down-the-vast-edges-drear/ And naked shingles of the world.//Ah, love, let us be true/To one another! for the world, which seems/To lie before us like a land of dreams,/So various, so beautiful, so new,/Hath really neither joy, nor love, nor light,/Nor certitude, nor peace, nor help for pain;/And we are here as on a darkling plain/Swept with confused alarms of struggle and flight,/Where ignorant armies clash by night.//

Dover Beach, written by Matthew Arnold in 1851 is still relevant 173 years later. The first song of this post was written by Michael Peter Smith born September 7, 1941, and who died on August 3, 2020. He was an American, Chicago-based singer-songwriter. According to Wikipedia Rolling Stone once called him the greatest songwriter in the English language.

Mark Guarino of the Chicago Reader wrote, He never became a household name the way John Prine and Steve Goodman did, but his lengthy discography is just as mighty. He sang and composed from the 1960s, and his rich and challenging songs have been recorded by more than 30 performers. Apparently, he had not visited the Netherlands when he wrote The Dutchman! As a thirty-something-year-old,

I remember accompanying a singer in the early 1980s who loved the song. I didn’t at the time, mourning my lost twenties and not caring a whit about life’s sunset moments. Now…yeah, now, I care more about these moments! I reckon a test of the prowess of AI would be to see if it could write something as truly human as this wonderful song about unconditional love, written by Smith in 1968 aged only 27. Here is my version. [insert song]

The next song of the sea is located in the cold waters of the North Atlantic which wash the storm-lashed islands off the west coasts of Ireland, Scotland, and also the distant Faroe Islands. From these depths arise tales of the Selkies; shapeshifters who live as seals in the water and take human form, male and female, on the land.

Wikipedia informs me that Selkies have a dual nature: they can be friendly and helpful to humans, but they can also be dangerous and vengeful. Selkies are often depicted as attractive and seductive in human form, and many stories involve selkies having romantic or sexual relationships with humans, sometimes resulting in children. Selkies can also be coerced or tricked into marrying humans, usually by someone who steals and hides their seal skin, preventing them from returning to the sea. Such marriages are often unhappy, as the selkie always longs for the sea and may eventually escape if they find their skin.

I based the text of my Song of the Selkie on The Great Selkie of Sule Skerry, a folk song of the Orkney Islands, where a woman has her son taken away by the Great Selkie. The woman is fated to marry a gunner who will harpoon the Great Selkie and her son.

The incomparable Joan Baez recorded a version of this song titled Silkie at age 20 in 1961. In 2024, she has tour dates scheduled for Australia! Incomparable, as I said. My treatment of this old folk tale details how the selkie in his underwater world, feels the pull of the woman on the shore. They share a child, and she explains his long absences as a consequence of his distant seafaring. Finally, he leaves taking his son to the cold sea where, as he foretells, fate will deliver them to her future husband’s harpoon.

Is a textual reworking of an old tale really an original composition? Not for me to decide. Here, now, is the result of several hours hammering away at the smithy of my imagination. As Theodore Roosevelt stated at the end of the last post, I’m one of those whose face is marred by metaphorical dust and sweat and blood in a worthy cause, who doesn’t know if the effort will end in triumph or failure but who undertakes the venture rather than acquiesce to a cold and timid existence.[insert song]

Two presentations of love, the first wholly human, the last part-human, part other-worldly. In my youth, beguiled by whimsical notions of the dark Romantic imagination, I would have chosen the eldritch Selkie tale; now, unquestionably, I would choose the quotidian world of Margaret and the Dutchman she loves.

The Dutchman words and lyrics Michael Peter Smith

  C

The Dutchman’s not the kind of man

to keep his thumb jammed in the dam

     Dm                   G

That holds his dreams in,

                              C

But that’s a secret that only Margaret knows.

C

When Amsterdam is golden in the morning

                               Dm

Margaret brings him breakfast,

                    G

She believes him.  

G                          C

He thinks the tulips bloom beneath the snow.

            Dm             G             C         C G C Am

He’s mad as he can be, but Margaret only sees that sometimes,

          Dm                  G               C

Sometimes she sees her unborn children in his eyes. 

       Dm        G            C      G  Am

Let us go to the banks of the ocean

          Dm         G                C    G  Am

Where the walls rise above the Zuider Zee.

     Dm     G            C          G  Am

Long ago, I used to be a young man

         Dm       G                   C

And dear Margaret remembers that from me. (CHORUS In ITALICS)

C

The Dutchman still wears wooden shoes,

His cap and coat are patched with the love

     Dm

That Margaret sewed there.

G                                 C

Sometimes he thinks he’s still in Rotterdam.

   C

He watches the tug-boats down canals 

                                        Dm                   G

An’ calls out to them when he thinks he knows the Captain.

                               C

Till Margaret comes To take him home again

        Dm                       G                    C              G  Am

Through unforgiving streets that trip him, though she holds his arm,

             Dm          G                      C

Sometimes he thinks he’s alone and he calls her name.

(CHORUS)

        C

Ohh the windmills swirl the winter wind

She winds his muffler tighter

         Dm

they sit in the kitchen.

G                            C

And a tea with whiskey keeps away the dew.

He sees her for a moment, calls her name,

                             Dm                  G

She makes the bed up singing some old love song,

                                 C

She learned it when the tune was very new

          Dm                G                   C      G  Am

He hums a line or two, they hum together in the night.

             Dm               G                  C

The Dutchman falls asleep and Margaret blows the candle out.  

(CHORUS X2)

The Song of the Selkie (words and music Quentin Bega)

I feel the pull of your summons dragging me

up through the kelp forests to the shore

You hold my skin, and I cannot refuse

as now you run to meet me from the waves

 I hear you calling from that lonely windswept strand

                     You know I can’t for long abide the land

The Milky Way shone bright above your bed

                        on our love making our sweet child

The neighbours often ask where I am-

            faring far away at sea you say

How I long now for the touch of your warm caressing hand

                     For which desire I fear I must be damned

Now I must return and I must take my son

                        back to the blue-green depths of home

Your husband that-will-be will kill us both I see

if you ever use my skin to call us back

Yet I poor fool must rise with our son at your command

                      Our deaths only you will understand- Oh!

Credits: All written text, song lyrics and music (including background music) written and composed by Quentin Bega unless otherwise specified in the credits section after individual posts. Illustrative excerpts from other texts identified clearly within each podcast. I donate to and use Wikipedia frequently as one of the saner sources of information on the web.

Technical Stuff: Microphone-songs Shure SM58; (for the podcast spoken content) Audio Technica AT 2020 front-facing with pop filter); Apogee 76K also used for songs and spoken text. For recording and mixing down: 64-bit N-Track Studio 10 Extended used; Rubix 22 also used for mixing of microphone(s) and instruments. I use the Band in a Box/RealBand 2023 combo for music composition.

Letters from Quotidia 2024 Episode 7

Welcome to Letters from Quotidia, 2024 Episode 7, the June edition. Quotidia remains that space, that place, where ordinary people lead ordinary lives. But where, from time to time, they encounter the extraordinary. I was looking for a June song and almost immediately, That’s Life, suggested itself to me. I think I first heard it back in late 1967 or early 1968. The song was written by a 22-year-old Dean Kay whose drafting by the US military had put his slowly growing musical career on hold. Home on leave, he sat at the piano and in twenty minutes had the song mostly crafted. Frank Sinatra heard a version of the song in 1965 and knew he had to sing it. A now 26-year-old Dean Kay knew that his life was to be changed immeasurably for the better when he learned that Sinatra wanted to cover it. And so it was. The phrase, that’s life, encapsulates the dips and peaks one experiences on life’s journey and the song appeals to those who determine to pick themselves up after being knocked down by misfortune. In Australia, there is a myth that a similar phrase, Such Is Life, were the final words of Ned Kelly, the infamous outlaw as he stood on the scaffold of Melbourne Gaol. In fact, his final words were Ah Well, I suppose…which his detractors use to claim that he was just mumbling incoherently at the end. Of course, nothing could be further from the truth, as Niall Williams points out in his wonderful novel History of the Rain. Ah Well, in the mouths of Irish people has the same plangency as Virgil’s sunt lacrimae rerum– there are tears at the heart of things- pointing to the universality of suffering and mortality. Emily Dickinson expressed it so well in the open and closing stanzas of her poem, After Great Pain-After great pain, a formal feeling comes –/The Nerves sit ceremonious, like Tombs –/The stiff Heart questions ‘was it He, that bore,’/And ‘Yesterday, or Centuries before’?/…She concludes with-This is the Hour of Lead –/Remembered, if outlived,/As Freezing persons, recollect the Snow –/First – Chill – then Stupor – then the letting go –// But before any letting go, let’s listen to a version of the song by this denizen of Quotidia who, as visitors to these shores have often witnessed, has no shame or hesitancy at all in taking on songs that some may feel ought to be sacrosanct- left to the superstars who have made them known all over the world. But, that aint me babe, no, no, no. What I like about That’s Life, apart from the lyrical content which I applaud, is the bluesy swing that propels the melody and makes this song so memorable. [insert song] The American song tradition is one of the glories of the modern world and I go to the other end of the spectrum for my second song. I first heard the work of this songwriter as a kid in Lago Elementary School in Aruba in the late 1950s. We learned a lot of patriotic songs in music classes there in the depths of the Cold War in the tropical heat of the Caribbean. Now, it wasn’t until a bit later that I realised that author of, perhaps, the most loved and performed song at the school was a true radical whose political beliefs were anathema to the prevailing ethos. I refer, of course, to Woody Guthrie and his song, This Land is Your Land. But it’s not this rousing song I will cover but one that is more sombre which I heard on the Christy Moore album Prosperous released in 1972. The Ludlow Massacre is one of the standout tracks. According to Wikipedia, The Ludlow Massacre was a mass killing perpetrated by anti-striker militia during the Colorado Coalfield War. Soldiers from the Colorado National Guard and private guards attacked a tent colony of roughly 1,200 striking coal miners and their families in Ludlow, Colorado, on April 20, 1914. Approximately 21 people, including miners’ wives and children, were killed.  Ludlow was the deadliest single incident during the conflict. In retaliation, bands of armed miners attacked dozens of anti-union establishments, destroying property and engaging in several skirmishes with the Colorado National Guard along a 225-mile (362 km) front from Trinidad to Louisville. An estimated 69 to 199 people were killed during the strike. The massacre site is owned by the United Mine Workers of America, which erected a granite monument in memory of those who died that day. The president of the time, Woodrow Wilson sent in federal troops to quell the unrest in 1914. Contrast that to what current US President, Joe Biden, did on September 26, 2023- he stood in solidarity alongside American auto workers on a picket line. A first in American history. Woody Guthrie wrote the song in 1944 from the point of view of one of the miners. Here is my version. [Insert song] I will attempt to regain my mojo and write an original song for the next post quoting another American president, Theodore Roosevelt,  who wrote, The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming…. who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows, in the end, the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat. Until the next time, take care and, like me, try to avoid becoming one of the cold and timid souls that Theodore Roosevelt referred to!

That’s Life (words and music Dean Kay; additional matter Kelly Gordon)

That’s life (that’s life)
That’s what all the people say
You’re riding high in April, shot down in May
But I know I’m gonna change that tune
When I’m back on top, back on top in June

I said that’s life (that’s life)
And as funny as it may seem
Some people get their kicks
Stomping on a dream
But I don’t let it, let it get me down
Cause this fine old world, it keeps spinnin’ around

I’ve been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, a poet
A pawn and a king
I’ve been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing
Each time I find myself
Flat on my face
I pick myself up and get
Back in the race

That’s life (that’s life)
I tell you, I can’t deny it
I thought of quitting, baby
But my heart just ain’t gonna buy it
And if I didn’t think it was worth one single try
I’d jump right on a big bird and then I’d fly

I’ve been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, a poet
A pawn and a king
I’ve been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing
Each time I find myself
Flat on my face
I pick myself up and get
Back in the race

That’s life (that’s life)
That’s life and I can’t deny it
Many times I thought of cutting out, but my heart won’t buy it
But if there’s nothing shaking, come this here July
I’m gonna roll myself up
In a big ball and die

My, my

The Ludlow Massacre Woody Guthrie

It was early springtime when the strike was on

They drove us miners out of doors

Out from the houses that the company owned

We moved into tents up at old Ludlow

I was worried bad about my children

Soldiers guarding the railroad bridge

Every once in a while a bullet would fly

Kick up gravel under our feet

We were so afraid you’d kill our children

Dug us a cave that was seven foot deep

Carried our young ones and a pregnant woman

Down inside the cave to sleep

That very night you soldiers waited

 ‘Till all us miners was a sleep

You snuck around our little tent town

Soaked our tents with your kerosene

You struck a match and the blaze it started

You pulled the triggers of your Gatling guns

I made a run for the children but the firewall stopped me

Thirteen children died from your gun

I carried my blanket to a wire-fence corner

Watched the fire ‘till the blaze died down

I helped some people drag their belongings

While your bullets killed us all around

I never will forget the look on the faces

Of the men and women on that awful day

When we stood around to preach their funeral

And lay the corpses of the dead away

We told the governor to phone up the president

Tell him call off his national guard

But the national guard belonged to the governor

So he didn’t try so very hard

Our women from Trinidad they hauled some potatoes

Up to Wallensburg in a little cart

They sold their potatoes and brought some guns back

And they put a gun in every hand

The state soldiers jumped us in the wire-fence corners

Did not know that we had these guns

And the redneck miners mowed down them troopers

You should of seen them poor boys run

 We took some cement and walled the cave up

Where you killed these thirteen children inside

I said, “God bless the mine workers’ union”

And I hung my head and cried

Credits: All written text, song lyrics and music (including background music) written and composed by Quentin Bega unless otherwise specified in the credits section after individual posts. Illustrative excerpts from other texts identified clearly within each podcast. I donate to and use Wikipedia frequently as one of the saner sources of information on the web.

Technical Stuff: Microphone-songs Shure SM58; (for the podcast spoken content) Audio Technica AT 2020 front-facing with pop filter); Apogee 76K also used for songs and spoken text. For recording and mixing down: 64-bit N-Track Studio 10 Extended used; Rubix 22 also used for mixing of microphone(s) and instruments. I use the Band in a Box/RealBand 2023 combo for music composition.

Letters from Quotidia 2024 Episode 6

Welcome to Letters from Quotidia, 2024 Episode 6. Quotidia remains that space, that place, where ordinary people lead ordinary lives. But where, from time to time, they encounter the extraordinary. I didn’t much like the song I’m going to cover as the opener for this, the May letter, when I heard Bobby Darin’s version in 1966. But when I heard the original songwriter sing it off an LP I borrowed in college in 1968, well, that was a different story.

Back in the early sixties Dylan lauded him as the greatest living songwriter and- fun fact- the song in question, was written at controversial comedian Lenny Bruce’s home. Influential at the time and underrated now, Tim Hardin moved me- a teenager learning the craft of songwriting in my room in a now demolished Belfast college. If I Were A Carpenter was just one of the songs I learned 56 years ago as I jammed with other budding guitarists and writers in that hall of residence. Now, I’m recording it for the first time! And time now to reflect on the strange and twisting paths that life lays out for each of us.

The greatest living songwriter today is Bob Dylan- a claim supported by his Nobel Prize for Literature in 2016 and numerous other accolades, citations, and awards over several decades, while Hardin’s darker path comprised unfortunate choices, addiction, and premature death at age 39. But nothing of that future bifurcation of life’s paths for each songwriter was evident back in 1968 in the room I used to learn songs off owned and borrowed LPs. Those of you familiar with the Letters know that I anxiously look over my shoulder at the burgeoning capabilities of AI, so you won’t be surprised to learn that I asked the Bing CoPilot to write me a short poem about two men who take two paths: one fortunate the other not. My AI companion(?) came up with this in a just few seconds:

Two men, two paths, two different fates/One chose to work hard, the other to wait/One faced the challenges, the other gave up/One reached the summit, the other got stuck//Two men, two paths, two different views/One saw the opportunities, the other the blues/One learned from failures, the other complained/One grew in wisdom, the other remained//Two men, two paths, two different ends/One had a legacy, the other had trends/One left a mark, the other was forgotten/One was fulfilled, the other was rotten//  Mmm, I think we are still in the lead insofar as creativity vis a vis poetry is concerned-at least for the time being! Meanwhile, here is my version of If I Were A Carpenter. [insert song]

Tim Hardin and his work does deserve a wider audience and, in my own small way, if my version of his classic song, manages to increase that audience, even slightly, I will be content. Now to matters chagrin: If I were a Mayflower Pilgrim in 1628, and not necessarily a carpenter, I do believe I would have been one of the reprobates who, according to the Merriam-Webster Dictionaryerected an 80-foot Maypole, danced around it, drank beer, and sang.” This to the chagrin of straitlaced Governor William Bradford!

When I was first in Australia, I would often, on Friday evenings stretching sometimes into the wee hours, visit the home of friends to sing and play guitar with the accompaniment of beakers of wine. On one memorable occasion, unaware that I had outstayed my welcome, they ushered me out the door to the chorus of Goodnight Irene. Did I feel chagrin? At the time? Not a bit of it-that is, until, writing this Letter, I looked back and realised that I was, like those maypole dancers, more than a bit of a reprobate.

So, what, exactly is chagrin? As a noun, disquietude or distress of mind caused by humiliation, disappointment, or failure. As a verb, to vex or unsettle by disappointing or humiliating. I should have felt all those things at the time but I’m glad I didn’t. So, don’t look back in anger- to quote a song by British group Oasis. Which in turn quotes a play by John Osborne, which, incidentally, I had to study in that long-ago Belfast college.

Indeed, don’t look back in humiliation or disappointment or with a sense of failure. Don’t look back at all is probably too extreme a prescription- but don’t look back if all it’s going to do is leave welts on your soul. As a counter to the AI doggerel accompanying the first song of the podcast, I have chosen the first and final verse of A E Housman’s How Clear, How Lovely Bright to conclude this Letter. It uses the metaphor of dawn and sunset to delineate life’s journey.

How clear, how lovely bright,/How beautiful to sight/Those beams of morning play;/How heaven laughs out with glee/Where, like a bird set free,/Up from the eastern sea/Soars the delightful day.//Ensanguining the skies/How heavily it dies/Into the west away;/ Past touch and sight and sound/Not further to be found,/How hopeless under ground/Falls the remorseful day …//

There is no contest, is there? I will conclude now with the song that ushered me out of the door of that home fifty years ago. Attributed to Leadbelly but written in the late 19th Century, this song probably quite literally saved Leadbelly’s life as he was facing decades of hard labour for attempted murder but was pardoned by the Governor of Angola Prison in Louisiana and released into the care of folklorist John Lomax. The rest, as they say, is history. So here is my version of Goodnight Irene. [insert song] June in the topsy-turvey world Quotidia is the start of winter, but I won’t be constrained to frosty themes…or maybe I might so I’ll see you in 4 weeks’ time.

If I Were A Carpenter (Tim Hardin)

If I were a carpenter,  and you were a lady

Would you marry me anyway?  would you have my baby?

If a tinker were my trade,  would you still find me

Carrying the pots I made,  following behind me?

Save my love for loneliness,  save my love for sorrow

I give you my onlyness,  come give me your tomorrow

If I worked my hands in wood,  would you still love me?

Answer me, babe: yes I would,  I’d put you above me

If I were a miller,  at a mill wheel grinding

Would you miss your coloured blouse,  your soft shoes shining

If I were a carpenter,  and you were a lady

Would you marry me anyway?  would you have my baby?

Would you marry me anyway?  would you have my baby?

Goodnight, Irene (attributed to Leadbelly)
 
Asked your mother ‘bout you
She said you was too young
I wish that I’d never seen your face
I’m sorry you ever was born.
 
Irene, Goodnight
Irene, Goodnight
Goodnight, Irene, Goodnight, Irene
I’ll get you in my dreams.
 
Sometimes I live in the country,
Sometimes I live in town.
Sometimes I takes a great notion
To jump into the river and drown.
 
[Chorus]
 
Stop ramblin’, stop  your gamblin’
Stop staying out late at night
Go home to your wife and  family
Stay there by your fireside bright
 
[Chorus]
 
I loves Irene, God knows I do
Love her till the sea runs dry
If Irene turns her back on me
I’m gonna take morphine and die
 
[Chorus]

Credits: All written text, song lyrics and music (including background music) written and composed by Quentin Bega unless otherwise specified in the credits section after individual posts. Illustrative excerpts from other texts identified clearly within each podcast. I donate to and use Wikipedia frequently as one of the saner sources of information on the web.

Technical Stuff: Microphone-songs Shure SM58; (for the podcast spoken content) Audio Technica AT 2020 front-facing with pop filter); Apogee 76K also used for songs and spoken text. For recording and mixing down: 64-bit N-Track Studio 10 Extended used; Rubix 22 also used for mixing of microphone(s) and instruments. I use the Band in a Box/RealBand 2023 combo for music composition.

Letters from Quotidia 2024 Episode 5 ANZAC Day

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Letters from Quotidia, 2024- Episode 5. This is an ANZAC Day Special, posted on 25 April, just 11 days after my April Letter. Most of us living in Western countries owe our rather comfortable lives to those who, for the past hundred years- and more- served in the armed forces, some making the ultimate sacrifice, others with life-altering mental and or physical injuries. Here in Quotidia, that space, that place, where ordinary people lead ordinary lives, but where, from time to time, they encounter the extraordinary, I wish to commemorate those extraordinary people to whom we owe so much: our war veterans.

I’ll start with a 15-line poem by  Australian poet, Vance Palmer, written in 1920. The Farmer Remembers the Somme, The first five lines, hurl us into the horrors of trench warfare on the Western Front; the middle five lines transport us to an Australian idyll; the concluding five lines are a journey in memory from the heaven of the Australian bush back to the hell of trench warfare. Will they never fade or-pass!/The-mud,-and-the-misty-figures-endlessly-coming/In file through the foul morass,/And the grey flood-water ripping the reeds and grass,/And the steel wings drumming./The hills are bright in the sun:/There’s nothing changed or marred in the well-known places;/When work for the day is done/There’s talk, and quiet laughter, and gleams of fun/On the old folks’ faces./I have returned to these:/The farm, and the kindly Bush, and the young calves lowing;/But all that my mind sees/Is a quaking bog in a mist – stark, snapped trees,/And the dark Somme flowing.//

Henry Lawson, Australia’s storyteller and bush poet wrote the poem Scots of the Riverina in 1917. In twenty lines of understated brilliance, the poem tells of the only son who runs away from the farm and is disowned by his father. He enlists and is killed in Flanders. John Schumann, who wrote the Australian Vietnam War classic I Was Only Nineteen, put music to the Lawson poem. The version I first heard was by another Australian folksinger, Fred Smith, who has written quality songs about Australia’s Afghanistan campaign. Here is my version of Scots of the Riverina, [insert song]

In my twenties, I played with a group in Wollongong called Seannachie. Our singer, Londoner, Tony Fitzgerald, was the first person I heard singing this song. Written by Ian Campbell, a Scottish-born folksinger, it was popular among the anti-nuclear Aldermaston protesters in the 1960s. Campbell was an influential force in music in his native Britain from the early sixties right up to his death in 2012. In Banter from the 1990s onwards, I took up the song and twinned it with the instrumental you hear at its end. You can hear the band and middle-aged me do this if you go to SoundCloud and enter Letters From Quotidia, Postcards Edition 7. But I’m re-recording this as an old man, now. In my 75th year I can no longer dodge the label. To recreate the instrumental, I had to dust off- quite literally- my tenor banjo which I hadn’t played in a quarter of a century! So, it’s not exactly a virtuoso performance- not that it ever was- but it does the job, I hope. [insert song]

The Snowy River Men, written by Kevin Baker should be better known.  Kevin had gone on a song-collecting journey to the Snowy Mountains. It must have been after he returned to Australia from Germany and Ireland (where he stayed with us for several memorable weeks in 1981 during the hunger strikes). When I returned to Australia in 1988, I re-established contact with him in Wollongong where he told me of his song collecting in the High Country and the letter written to Mrs Allen by Hal Archer. This is my version of his song. [insert song]

The final song of this ANZAC special post is Now I’m Easy. Written by Eric Bogle, it surveys the Australian bush with a more realistic and unsentimental eye than the idyllic middle lines of the opening poem. The narrator is an old cocky or farmer who is looking back on a long, hardscrabble life, which included droughts, fires, floods but also times of plenty. He experiences the deaths of his wife, who died in childbirth, and his two sons, who died in the World War Two camp from hell that was the Burma Railway. They were among the thousands of Australian prisoners of war, who, as Wikipedia states,  “found themselves at the bottom of a social system that was harsh, punitive, fanatical, and often deadly. The living and working conditions on the Burma Railway were “horrific”, with maltreatment, sickness, and starvation. The Australian Government figures suggest that of the 330,000 people who worked on the line (including 250,000 Asian labourers and 61,000 Allied POWs) about 90,000 of the labourers and about 16,000 Allied prisoners died. For all the years Banter was a going concern, my brother-in-law Jim, fronted this song. You can hear his version if you go to SoundCloud and type in Letters From Quotidia Postcard 11. This is my version. [insert song]

About war, and so much else, Thomas Hardy got it right, “Had he and I but met/By some old ancient inn,/We should have sat us down to wet/Right many a nipperkin!// “But ranged as infantry,/And staring face to face,/I shot at him as he at me,/And killed him in his place./ He concludes his poem with his usual wry and idiosyncratic take on life, “Yes; quaint and curious war is!/You shoot a fellow down/You’d treat if met where any bar is,/Or help to half-a-crown.” Next month, on May 12, the normal posts resume. Take care until then.

Scots of the Riverina   poem by Henry Lawson music by John Schumann

The boy cleared out to the city from his home at harvest time —
    They were Scots of the Riverina, and to run from home was a crime.
    The old man burned his letters, the first and last he burned,
And he scratched his name from the Bible when the old wife’s back was turned.

    A year went past and another. There were calls from the firing-line;
    They heard the boy had enlisted, but the old man made no sign.
    His name must never be mentioned on the farm by Gundagai —
    They were Scots of the Riverina with ever the kirk hard by.

    The boy came home on his “final”, and the township’s bonfire burned.
  His mother’s arms were about him; but the old man’s back was turned.
  The daughters begged for pardon till the old man raised his hand —
  A Scot of the Riverina who was hard to understand.

  The boy was killed in Flanders, where the best and bravest die.
  There were tears at the Grahame homestead and grief in Gundagai;
But the old man ploughed at daybreak and the old man ploughed till the mirk
There were furrows of pain in the orchard while his housefolk went to the kirk.

  The hurricane lamp in the rafters dimly and dimly burned;
  And the old man died at the table when the old wife’s back was turned.
  Face down on his bare arms folded he sank with his wild grey hair
  Outspread o’er the open Bible and a name re-written there.

The Old Man’s Tale/ Instrumental  lyrics by Ian Campbell to an old tune

At the turning o’ the century I was a boy of five
Me father went to fight the Boers and never came back alive.
Me mother was left to bring us up, no charity she’d seek,
She washed &scrubbed&scraped along on seven&six a week


When I was twelve I left the school and went to find a job
Wi’ growin kids me Ma was glad o’ the extra couple o’ bob;
I knew that better schoolin’ would’ve stood me in good stead
ye can’t afford refinements when you’re strugglin’ for your bread.


And when the Great War came along I didn’t hesitate
I took the royal shilling and went off to do my bit,
I lived on mud and tears and blood, three years or thereabouts
Then  copped some gas in Flanders and got invalided out.


When the war was over and we’d settled with the Hun,
We got back into civvies and we thought the fighting done,
We’d earned the right to live in peace but we didn’t have much luck,
For then we found we had to fight for the right to go to work


In ’26 the General Strike, it found me on the street,
For I’d a wife and kid to keep and their needs I had to meet,
A brave new world was coming and the brotherhood of man
But when the strike was over we were back where we began.


I struggled through the hard times, worked just now and again
I saw the blackshirts marching and the things they did in Spain;
I raised my children decent and I taught them wrong from right,
But Hitler was the lad who came and taught them how to fight.


My daughter writes me once a month, a cheerful little note
About their colour telly and the other things they’ve got.
She’s got a son, a likely lad; he’s nearly twenty-one
And she tells me now they’ve called him up to fight in Vietnam.


We’re living on the pension now, it doesn’t go too far
Not much to show for a life that seems like one long bloody war.
When you think of all the wasted lives it makes you want to cry
I’m not sure how to change things, but by Christ we’ll have to try.

The Snowy River Men         words and music Kevin Baker

Dear Mrs Allen, I write to you today,

To say that I was with your son just before he passed away

I trained with him at Goulburn and we travelled on to France

And I was there when he got hit in the German advance.

It seems so long ago now since we marched into your town

and all the young men heard the call and signed their names straight down

and the girls and the children proudly cheered us all along

Ah, Bibbenluke that day was a feast of speech and song.

But the..CH1/CH2-5…And the Snowy River Men just couldn’t march today

There’s far too many of them dead for the rest to feel that way

The cold ground of Europe has been watered with their blood

There’s a strange new crop of crosses rising in this foreign mud

From Goulburn to Sydney then a ship from Circular Quay,

 A spirit of adventure stood and filled both Les and me

It was great to be with comrades true and travelling abroad

For a while the war seemed far away, and the world was to be toured

In Durban, the natives took us travelling in style

In rickshaws that they pulled along at a shilling a mile

In Cape Town we watch the black boys diving in the bay

The Snowies had a good time there and would have liked to stay Chorus

When we landed at Plymouth, we’d spent eight weeks at sea

And entrained straight way for Wilton where our camp turned out to be

They treated us well there so we really can’t complain

That the sky was grey the weather bleak and it always seemed to rain

When we set sail for France the weather had turned fine

And it wasn’t long before the call to reinforce the line

Then a shell whined above us and we were raked with stones and mud

And I turned and saw Les sitting there in a pool of his own blood  Chorus

He stared as the blood poured out of his legless thigh

And I carried him back to the aid post close nearby

His blood soaked my uniform, but he never breathed a sigh

And I had no idea then that he was going to die

When I left him he spoke of a pain inside his chest

I suppose that’s what killed him I just don’t know the rest

But I know that we all miss him and can’t help but wonder why

So many Snowy men so quickly had to die Chorus

We hear the king’s grateful for all the men who’ve died

And is sending home a photo of the graves in which they lie

Well I still think the cause is right but it’s not clear anymore

Why so many Australian men should die in Europe’s war

We hope with our hearts that time will ease the pain

Of never once to see his face or hear his voice again

But I’ve seen so much death now since that day on which he died

That I can’t now be the Snowy Man that once I was inside. Chorus

Now I’m Easy   words and music by Eric Bogle

For nearly sixty years I’ve been a farmer,
Through drought, fire and flood I’ve lived through plenty,
But this country’s dust and mud, have seen My tears and blood,
And its nearly over now, and now I’m easy.

I married a fine young girl when I was twenty,
But she died in giving birth when she was thirty,
No flying doctors then, just a gentle old black gin,
And its nearly over now, and now I’m easy,

She left me with two sons and a daughter,
And a bone dry farm that cries for water,
Though my cares were rough and ready,
And they grew up fine and steady,
And its nearly over now, and now I’m easy.

My daughter married young and went her own way,
My sons lay buried by the Burma railway
In this land I’ve called my home, though I’ve carried on alone,
And its nearly over now, and now I’m easy.

City folks these days despise the farmer,
Saying with dole and subsidies we have it easy,
But there’s no drought or starving stock on your sewered suburban blocks.
And its nearly over now ,and now I’m easy
 

For nearly sixty years I’ve been a farmer,
Through drought, fire, and flood I’ve lived through plenty,
But this country’s dust and mud, have seen My tears and blood,
And its nearly over now, and now I’m easy.

Credits: All written text, song lyrics and music (including background music) written and composed by Quentin Bega unless otherwise specified in the credits section after individual posts. Illustrative excerpts from other texts identified clearly within each podcast. I donate to and use Wikipedia frequently as one of the saner sources of information on the web.

Technical Stuff: Microphone-songs Shure SM58; (for the podcast spoken content) Audio Technica AT 2020 front-facing with pop filter); Apogee 76K also used for songs and spoken text. For recording and mixing down: 64-bit N-Track Studio 10 Extended used; Rubix 22 also used for mixing of microphone(s) and instruments. I use the Band in a Box/RealBand 2023 combo for music composition.

Letters from Quotidia 2024 Episode 4

Letters from Quotidia, 2024- Episode 4. I live in Quotidia and have done so for a considerable time, and indeed, I have a degree of control over what happens here. But I do not allow this to go to my head, having, over time, learned the lessons hubris teaches. Therefore, you don’t need a visa to enter Quotidia because Quotidia remains that space, that place, where ordinary people lead ordinary lives. But where, from time to time, they encounter the extraordinary.

Frozen water and steel comprise the elements of my first song. And to introduce it I wish to quote, in its entirety, Thomas Hardy’s magnificent poem, The Convergence of the Twain. In a solitude of the sea/Deep from human vanity,/And the Pride of Life that planned her, stilly couches she.// Steel chambers, late the pyres/Of her salamandrine fires,/Cold currents thrid, and turn to rhythmic tidal lyres.//Over the mirrors meant/To glass the opulent/The sea-worm crawls — grotesque, slimed, dumb, indifferent.//Jewels in joy designed/To ravish the sensuous mind/Lie lightless, all their sparkles bleared and black and blind.//Dim moon-eyed fishes near/Gaze at the gilded gear/And query: “What does this vaingloriousness down here?” …/Well: while was fashioning/This creature of cleaving wing,/The Immanent Will that stirs and urges everything/Prepared a sinister mate/For her — so gaily great —/A Shape of Ice, for the time far and dissociate.//And as the smart ship grew/In stature, grace, and hue,/In shadowy silent distance grew the Iceberg too.//Alien they seemed to be;/No mortal eye could see/The intimate welding of their later history,//Or sign that they were bent/By paths coincident/On being anon twin halves of one august event,//Till the Spinner of the Years/Said “Now!” And each one hears,/And consummation comes, and jars two hemispheres.// Subtitled Lines on the loss of the Titanic, it is a masterclass in poetic technique resonating in 11 stanzas of rhyming triplets with Hardy’s idiosyncratic and unique voice.

The overweening pride of Empire, glorying in contemporary industrial confidence about the future bending to human will, is the ironic underlay of the poem. Every time I read the opening tercet, In a solitude of the sea/Deep from human vanity,/And the Pride of Life that planned her, stilly couches she.//I see the ghostly outline of the sunken ship developing as if in a photographic darkroom, when in 1985, the Argo, a Remote Operated Vehicle, showed the world the first images of the iconic liner since that fatal convergence 73 year previously.

This is my first original song written this year. I had wondered in the weeks before whether my creativity had, like the Titanic, sunk without a trace- umm, hubris maybe not entirely expunged from my soul! The title is based on the wry Belfast retort to those who taunt them about the Titanic disaster, She was all right when she left here!

As a teenager I would visit my girlfriend (later wife) where she lived in the docks area of Belfast. Her father, a noted traditional fiddler in Northern Ireland, worked for many years at Harland and Wolff, the firm who built the Titanic. He made her a doll’s house from scrap material there, and, of course, I worked this and myself into the bridge of the song. As I say, hubris not entirely expunged. So here is She Was Alright When She Left Our Town. [insert song]

They thought she was the perfect ship. What, I wonder, would a perfect person be like? Michelangelo’s David? Perhaps one of The Stepford Wives? Or what about the perfect society? Calvin’s Geneva where, according to Steven Hicks, acts of God such as floods or earthquakes were acts of Satan, Copernicus labelled a fraud, attendance at church and sermons were compulsory where Calvin himself preached at great length three or four times a week. Or would you prefer Pol Pot’s Cambodia after Year Zero  where all culture and traditions within a society must be completely destroyed.

In yearning for perfection, like so many other things in life, it is wise to remember the admonition to be careful what you wish for. In Australia, to call any achievement or attainment pretty ordinary is, in fact, a comprehensive put-down. But what about the situation so many find themselves in where to achieve the merely ordinary would be a blessing, if not a miracle? It was in the mid-70s, living in Wollongong, that I read Thomas Shapcott’s poem, Near the school for handicapped children.  It struck a chord then and that dissonant stack of notes has sounded again and again over the decades since, striking closer to home. This compelling poem gets it right: I am hurt by my wholeness, the poet says when he spots the disabled child whose freckled face reminds him of nephews and how his limbs remind me of how straight/is my own spine and that I take my fingers/for granted. Love blazes out in the simple line; he has been dressed carefully. When the lights change to green, the child skips across the road like a skimming tambourine/brittle with music, the telling simile with which the poem ends. For that skipping child, though, and for so many, the light, signalling the ordinary, will be stuck on red forever. I wrote this three years ago for my post Letters for Quotidia , episode 30. With my 10-year-old younger daughter in mind, I wrote the final song of this post back in 2001. It is called Perfect (as you can be) [insert song] The next Letter is in 11 days’ time on April 25th-Anzac Day- which, in Australia and New Zealand, marks the disastrous Gallipoli campaign of 1915.

She Was Alright When She Left Our Town (Quentin Bega)

She was alright when she left our town the shipyard men reply

To those who mocked their labour and said they had missed the mark

When in April Nineteen Hundred and Twelve they bade their ship goodbye

Not knowing that their transatlantic gem would never reach New York

Thousands worked at Thompson’s dock to make this dream come real

Of architects and engineers for the famous White Star Line

They laboured six days a week to build the unsinkable keel

The future beckoned all aboard assured all it would be fine

An iceberg waited patiently across the rolling sea

As dancing drinking laughing men and women- oh so pretty-

The witching hour approached and declared it not at all to be

A journey that would reach its end in glittering New York City

Your father walked in through those gates many years of his working life

He made for you a doll’s house with the scrap found lying round

You laughed and cried, played children’s games in the shadow of the docks

Until with your daughter and this man in tow you left for Sydney bound

“She was alright when she left here” the Belfast men reply

To those who mocked their labour and said they had missed the mark

When in April Nineteen Hundred and Twelve they bade their ship goodbye

Not knowing that their transatlantic gem would never reach New York

That their transatlantic gem would never reach New York

Perfect (as you can be) (Quentin Bega)

Experts say you’re damaged goods, why, they cannot tell

Something happened somewhere else some time ago

And there’s nothing they can do, just accept the fact

And try to adapt to what is here

It’s all right you’re all right in my eyes

You’re just as perfect as you can be, as you can be

Some things are too hard for you, and I hate to see

Confusion in your eyes wet with tears

Some things you will never do others take for granted

And I cannot pretend, oh it hurts me too

It’s all right you’re all right in my eyes

You’re just as perfect as you can be, as you can be

I’m just thankful you are here just the way you are

I can’t imagine life without you near

Steps you make however small are greater in my mind

Than those steps up on the moon in sixty-nine

It’s all right you’re all right in my eyes

You’re just as perfect as you can be, as you can be

So why do experts say you’re damaged goods?

Credits: All written text, song lyrics and music (including background music) written and composed by Quentin Bega unless otherwise specified in the credits section after individual posts. Illustrative excerpts from other texts identified clearly within each podcast. I donate to and use Wikipedia frequently as one of the saner sources of information on the web.

Technical Stuff: Microphone-songs Shure SM58; (for the podcast spoken content) Audio Technica AT 2020 front-facing with pop filter); Apogee 76K also used for songs and spoken text. For recording and mixing down: 64-bit N-Track Studio 10 Extended used; Rubix 22 also used for mixing of microphone(s) and instruments. I use the Band in a Box/RealBand 2023 combo for music composition.

Letters from Quotidia 2024 Episode 3

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Letters from Quotidia, 2024- Episode 3. You don’t need a visa to enter Quotidia because Quotidia remains that space, that place, where ordinary people lead ordinary lives. But where, from time to time, they encounter the extraordinary. 

To mark St Patrick’s Day I wish to refer to three Rocky Roads. The first, a documentary made by Irish journalist, Peter Lennon, in 1968 which reported on his sad, emotionally frozen, culturally isolated homeland. In a Guardian article of 2005 Phillip French states, His thesis was that a revolution launched by poets and socialists had been hijacked by conservative politicians and a repressive church and the country diverted into the nostalgic celebration of old heroes. This argument appealed to the Irish young but was rejected by the Irish establishment and never shown outside Dublin or on TV.

The Ireland of the time was in the grip of an obscurantist, uncultivated church, according to short story writer Sean O’Faolain and Lennon’s friend in Paris, Samuel Beckett, warned him not to bother making the film because they aren't serious people. But he did and the documentary, Rocky Road to Dublin, was re-released to wide acclaim in an Ireland utterly changed in the intervening decades.

The second Rocky Road to which I will briefly but somewhat indulgently refer is a personal one. In September 1968 I moved to Belfast to attend College and in quick order over the next four years, whilst humming with a beer buzz, became involved in student politics, got engaged, became hospitalised with sarcoidosis, married, welcomed my elder daughter into the wildly rioting world, lived up the Whiterock Road during internment, and flew out to Australia with my wife and infant child to start a new life.

But the third Rocky Road is the main subject and my first song. The Rocky Road to Dublin features the common archetype of the young man who leaves home to make his mark on the world, driven by the desire to prove himself, overcoming obstacles to achieve greatness. Bilbo and Frodo Baggins from The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings come to mind. As do Harry Potter from the popular series by R K Rowling. For those more addicted to film than the written word, Luke Skywalker from the Star Wars franchise will be a shining example of the type. Let’s now follow the more comically mundane adventures of a young man as he makes his way from Galway to Dublin and then to Liverpool. [insert song]

But for every male adventurer who makes it large, there are a legion of those who miss the mark and end up like the ageing “Sport” described, with deep pathos, by African American poet, Langston Hughes, Life/For him/Must be/The shivering of/A great drum/Beaten with swift sticks/Then at the closing hour/The lights go out/And there is no music at all/ And death becomes/An empty cabaret/And eternity an unblown saxophone/And yesterday a glass of gin/Drunk long/Ago. Oh Lord, such succinctness is the mark of a great poet, don’t you think?

And that sad segue leads me to the second song of this post, If Wishes Were Fishes, by Eric Bogle. I first heard of him fifty years ago when I was attending a folk night in a farmhouse near the Hawkesbury River north-west of Sydney.Someone sang And the Band Played Waltzing Matilda, a song about the ANZACSin the disastrous Gallipoli campaign, Its music and lyrical scope stood head and shoulders above the other offerings on the night and when, later, I heard his song, No Man’s Land a.k.a. The Green Fields of France, I had goosebumps, such was the physical impact of that song on me.

And over the years, alone and with others, I have covered songs such as, Shelter,  which celebrates Australia’s welcoming of migrants to its shores- but this was before the inhuman policies of the 2000s and later where refugees were turned back or incarcerated indefinitely in off-shore tropical island hellholes. Now I’m Easy a.k.a. The Cocky Farmer traces a farmer’s life and stoicism in the face of tragedies. My Youngest Son Came Home Today delineates the horrors of the troubles in Northern Ireland. But it’s with If Wishes Were Fishes that I choose to close this letter.

I identify with so many elements of the song that if I didn’t know for certain that Bogle wrote the thing, I would imagine that I had done so myself! And because I am tracking the advance of A. I.- and advancing it certainly is- I requested a poem about wishes from my Bing Co-pilot. This is what it came up with: I wish I could fly in the sky/And touch the clouds with my hands/I wish I could swim in the sea/And explore the depths with my eyes/I wish I could run in the fields/And feel the breeze on my face/I wish I could climb the mountains/And see the world from above/But most of all, I wish I could be/The person that you love//

You know, that’s not a bad effort for less than five seconds composition!  I remain confident, but increasingly less so, that we still have a while to rule the roost as writers and musicians before we have to be content to compete among our lesser selves as, say, the Special Olympics competitors do in their own contests quarantined off from more able-bodied athletes. [insert song]

The next post drops on 14 April on which day the RMS Titanic struck an iceberg just before midnight; President Lincoln was assassinated and, on a more personal and joyous note, my younger daughter was born. Until then, keep safe, be happy, and perform a little act of kindness every day to make a difference to someone.
The Rocky Road to Dublin (slip jig/ words by D K Gavan 19th Century Galway poet)

In the merry month of June, now from me home, I started
Left the girls of Tuam were nearly broken-hearted
Saluted father dear, kissed me darling mother
Drank a pint of beer, me grief and tears to smother
Then off to reap the corn, and leave where I was born
Cut a stout, black thorn to banish ghosts and goblins
A brand-new pair of brogues to rattle over the bogs
And frighten all the dogs on the rocky road to Dublin

One, two, three, four, five
Hunt the hare, and turn her down the rocky road
And all the ways to Dublin, whack-fol lolly-rah

In Mullingar that night, I rested limbs so weary
Started by daylight, next morning blithe and early
Took a drop of the  pure to keep me heart from shrinking
That’s the Paddy’s cure when’er he’s on for drinking
To see the lassies smile, laughing all the while
At me curious style, ‘twould set your heart a-bubblin’
They asked me was I hired, and wages I required till I
Was nearly tired of the rocky road to Dublin

                   (Chorus)

In Dublin next arrived, I thought it such a pity
To be so soon deprived a view of that fine city
So then I took a stroll, all among the quality
Bundle it was stole, in a neat locality
Something crossed me mind, when I looked behind
No bundle could I find upon me stick a-wobblin’
‘Quiring for the rogue, said me Connaught brogue
It wasn’t much in vogue on the rocky road to Dublin

                    Chorus)

From there I got away, me spirits never falling
Landed on the quay, just as the ship was sailing
Captain at me roared, said that no room had he
When I jumped aboard, a cabin found for Paddy
Down among the pigs, did some hearty rigs
I played some hearty jigs, the water round me bubbling
When off Holy head I wished meself was dead
Or better far instead on the rocky road to Dublin

                              (Chorus)

The boys of Liverpool, when we safely landed
Called meself a fool, I could no longer stand it
Blood began to boil, temper I was losing
Poor old Erin’s Isle they began abusing
“Hurrah me soul” says I, me Shillelagh I let fly
Galway’s boys were by and saw I was a hobblin’
With a loud “hurray” they joined in the affray
Quickly cleared the way for the rocky road to Dublin     

                               (Chorus)

If Wishes Were Fishes (Eric Bogle)

I wish I was home again, at home in my heart again.

It’s been a long time since my heart talked to me.

Wastin’ my precious days wishin’ my life away.

If wishes were fishes, we’d all cast nets in the sea.

And I wish I was young again, my song still to be sung again.

The sweet tunes of my life have gone sour and off key.

Writin’ my tired old rhymes, tryin’ to turn back time.

If wishes were fishes, we’d all cast nets in the sea.

If wishes were fishes, I know where I’d be:

Casting my net in the dark rolling sea.

And if my net’s empty when it comes back to shore,

I’ll throw it away and go fishing no more.

I wish I could care again, reach out and share again,

Mend what’s been broken and let it run free.

The older I get, it seems, the more wishin’ takes the place of dreams.

If wishes were fishes, we’d all cast nets in the sea.

 If wishes were fishes, I know where I’d be:

Casting my net in the dark rolling sea.

And if my net’s empty when it comes back to shore,

I’ll throw it away and go fishing no more.

I wish I was home again, at home in my heart again.

It’s been a long time since my heart talked to me.

Wastin’ my precious days, wishin’ my life away.

If wishes were fishes, we’d all cast nets in the sea.

Credits: All written text, song lyrics and music (including background music) written and composed by Quentin Bega unless otherwise specified in the credits section after individual posts. Illustrative excerpts from other texts identified clearly within each podcast. I donate to and use Wikipedia frequently as one of the saner sources of information on the web.

Technical Stuff: Microphone-songs Shure SM58; (for the podcast spoken content) Audio Technica AT 2020 front-facing with pop filter); Apogee 76K also used for songs and spoken text. For recording and mixing down: 64-bit N-Track Studio 10 Extended used; Rubix 22 also used for mixing of microphone(s) and instruments. I use the Band in a Box/RealBand 2023 combo for music composition.